In a slump the past week or so, is it the change in season? Maybe, coming to a lot of realizations, about myself and others. My friends, I know will take the time to read this. You don't know me, because you never took the time to look deeper, or simply did not care too.

The limit to human stupidity never ceases to amaze me, especially when it is my own. I am thinking I am going to go off the map for a while, keep to myself, not talk to many, but please do not take offense friends, I love so many people I think its just time I take a break. I am confused, got myself caught up, caught up in the most idiotic way I ever have...and well its my own damn fault.

Once again I'm swimming in my head, I feel as though this time I'm drowning. Its hard to keep your head above water when your not sure if its worth the struggle; and at that why there is a need to struggle. What if we just let go, let out selves either sink or float? If we stopped treading, would we sink? the fear of drowning produces the treading....but how do we know if we will drown?